I’m…um. I don’t know if I want to do this anymore. I’ve seen a lot of stuff since I left home. Yeah, lots of scary weird freaky crap, but…
I had to shoot a guy today. And I think I killed him. And I don’t like it. I wish I didn’t do it. I wish I never left home and never ended up here and never crashed the ship and never…I’m just a kid! I’m…just a kid.
I did it on purpose too. My friends were in trouble, he was super bad and trying to kill everyone. He was like the leader of a gang or something, and I didn’t have a choice! Did I have a choice? I don’t know. I was scared and angry. So I did it. Now I’m even worse.
So yeah, that’s all I have to say right now. I’m going to try to get something to eat and maybe just sleep for a little while. I didn’t have a choice.